amen.

When everything falls apart,

your arms hold me together,

when everything falls apart,

you’re the only one for this heart.

like totally. <3

is there someone you love to death? and no i’m not talking about your boo or whatnot. i’m talking about like a true best friend or mom or dad or even a pet dog[-__-]?

someone that you can trust with ALL your secrets. whatsoever, someone you can trust with your life. someone you’d die for. someone who you would want to die if they died?

well.. I have two. the obvious, is Jesus. I can rely on him no matter what. boys leave, friends leave, humans in general leave, but you know who’ll always be there… no MATTER WHAT? God. it’s friken awesome to know that someone’s ALWAYS got your back, whether you’re right or wrong, good or bad, pretty or ugly.

buttttttt, everreyone knows that right? lol

besides that,

i would  say my sister is the one id go to after Him. sometimes i even go to her first [which may not always be a good thing].

i love her to death yo. she is the only i would actually have the want to kill myself if she died. i can tell her all of my secrets and trust with anything. she was my sister and best friend from the start. i was stucck with her whether i liked it or not. friends come and go. but your sister, they stuck with chu… like glue. wait more like SUPER glue. and even if they hate you, theyre not even allowed to leave you cuz its against the sister rules (:

i go to her for everything. most people say that their someone you love to death is their best friend pookie.. but for me, i dont have that cuz i never really trusted people too easily. friends always has a start or beginning point. but for me, my sister and best friend- we never had a starting point, it was just always there ever since i was even planned to be born by God.

i am so thankful i have her. we help each other stay on point. we can fart and burp at each other like there’s no tomorrow. she bites my arm and i grandma nibble her. we do each other’s hurrr. do photoshoots together. i can be completely honest with her without worrying i’ll lose a friend, but she might leave a bruise on my face… but thats another story. i can completely depend on her.

now who can do that with THEIR bestfriend? (:

sadly she left me here in stinken america and went to the motherlands.

i miss her :[

but its okay. 

cuz she’ll come back into my arms :D

i miss you unnie <3 i love you <3